Circle Of Light

I've seen the crazyist thing
a circle of light
it's like a maze
it spins round and round
the blue yellow and white
are spinning all around me
its like i was in a daze
and the world was spinning
but it's not what you think
my sixth sence has woken up
once more
it's just cleaning
the bad energy out of my soul
to some i may apear odd for letting them go
but if i don't i'll never truly know
what's to become of me
i've given everything up
i'm starting over again
some people may never know
who or what lays within this soul of mine
but only those that have taken the time
will really know
the real side of me
others wish to know...

Akasha Rose

my goals for the new year

1 To Truely Understand What Love Really Is! In All Shapes And Forms.

2. To Finally Feel Like I Have A Purpose Here ...Perhaps Learn To Be A Better Mentor Towrds People...

3. I'm Going Back To School. Maybe Not To Get A Degree But To Get Certified In Something Usefull..

4. To Travel Someware And Just Sit On A Beach And Enjoy Life..

5. To Get My Home Buisness To Take Off..

6. To Always Have People In My Life That Think The world Of Me & That Make Me Happy To Simply Be Around Them..


7. To Be A Positive Roll Model To My Nephew John

8. To Always Remind That Special Someone In My Life How Much I Love Her :)

9. To Finally Get The Surgury Done that I've Been Putting Off For Years... ( i'll do this one last thank you lol)


10. To Always Think Positive And Stay Focused On My Goals & Dreams

The Brutal Truth.....

Sometimes I Think I'm Scared Of My Own Shadow. Truth Is I'm Just Scared Of Anything Anymore. I Think I'm Lost. I Feel Helpless. I Need A Friend A Mentor . Someone Who Can Remind Me Or Help Me See Something Positive About Myself So I Can See The Light Again.. And Push Me In The Direction I Need To Go.. Can U Help Me?