Love Is...

Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most common place
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!

Unknown

More Random poetry.. I wrote This Years Ago ....

My Love For You Is Undying
instead it continues to grow.
Though we may not be speaking...
I think there's something you should know.
I love the way your hair glistens in the sun
and shines through the summers pouring rain.
I love the way you feel
when you're up close
keeping me warm on those cold winter nights.
I love how you just hold me in your arms
whisper in my ear and make me smile
with every nice loving word that you say.
You make me feel smart, funny and beautiful.
But know my heart belongs to you
and that's all you will ever need to know.
For our love will always continue to grow.
My love for you goes so deep
for every breath and touch of you give me
I begin to shiver...
yet you put your arms around me
and my heart beets faster
I feel warm all over..
For each time I cry
you cry along with me
and share my sorrow and pain
yet you still make me feel strong.
By encouraging me to move on
I love the way you light up the room
with your warm laughter and cheer
and make sure everyone in that room knows
your true to your heart and and that you love me so
it shows when u kiss me in front of your friends
hold me in your arms
and let everyone know how much u love me.
For when we go out on the streets at night
you make sure you hold me close to protect me
But even then my love your the light to my day
even if god shall decide to take me into the pearly gate
Iwill forever be watching over you
as u would with me
and I will be there in the light
to walk with you in the gate of eternity...
So mote it be.

Remind Yourself That You Are Beautiful!

Sometimes you need to remind yourself....
You can beet that lonely feeling
If you finally be at one with yourself...
And love who you really are..
Remind youself your beautiful...
And smile
Even if it is just to make youself feel better.

Seeds Of Promise

Seeds of Promise
Golden beams of joy
Illuminate the day
Transform to a fragile flower.
Intricate lacy patterns,
Woven with gossamer threads
of dreams.
Translucent desires,
Visible for those with feelings,
hidden from those with none.
Whispers on the breeze
of promise.
Seeds scatter
cast on the wind.
Spreading wishes and dreams.
Messengers of hope
and renewal.
A promise of new life,
of beginnings.

© 1996 Kirsti A. Dyer, MD, M

Poetry-Selena

OPEN YOUR HEART TO CONNECT YOUR MIND TO YOUR FEELINGS TO SHOW YOUR INNER WORLD...WITHOUT FEARS, BUT WITH FAITH ...THAT THE PEOPLE WHO GET THE PRIVILEGE TO SHARE THAT INTIMATE WORLD...CAN UNDERSTAND HOW SIMPLE IS TO GIVE THE BEST OF YOU TO OTHERS... LEAVING THE PAIN BEHIND IN THE PAST, BECAUSE WE DON'T BELONG TO OUR PAST, WE BELONG TO OUR DREAMS, TO OUR PRESENT AND TO OURSELVES....TO BELONG IS A DECISION A SELFLESSNESS AND ONLY MAKE SENSE WHEN WE CAN UNDERSTAND THAT THE ONLY REAL TIME THAT WORTH ANY EFFORT ANY COMMITMENT IS THE PRESENT...AND THE PRESENT IS ALL WHAT YOU HAVE HERE, YOU MUST GIVE ALL WHAT YOU HAVE TO GIVE....TODAY. WHEN YOU FORGET THE "FUTURE OBSESSION" TO DECIDE TO ENJOY YOUR PRESENT... YOU WILL SOW CONSCIOUSLY TODAY AND DEFINITELY YOU WILL HAVE A BETTER HARVEST IN THAT FUTURE THAT SINCE THIS MOMENT YOU WILL FREE. YOU WILL BE SURPRISE WHEN YOU DISCOVER THAT YOU ENJOY THE JOURNEY OF YOUR LIFE AND DAY AFTER DAY YOU WILL START TO CONNECT THE PIECES OF A LIFE THAT YOU ARE ENJOYING... A LIFE THAT YOU FINALLY STARTED TO LIVE CONSCIOUSLY.

~SELENA~

Lets Dance

Let's dance tonight as if nobody is watching
we can hold each other close while the night is still young
smell the salty air as the wind gently taps your long soft hair
and the perfume from your skin slowly lifts with the air
pulling you closer and closer as i kiss you gently upon your lips
my arms wrap around you not ever wanting to let go...
as sun gently fades away I hold you close
as we listion to the soft jazz music playing in the background
the ocean waves tap our feet as we dance in the sand
but when the night finally arives
the stars finally arive and light up the sky
a wave gently crashes in and we loose our step
and we crash into the white sand
i lean you back along the sand and start to kiss youu all over
my hands slowly moving all over your soft skin
as you begin to shiver .
but my heart starts to move so fast
so rapidly
i need to come up to breathe
so i come up to surface and gently kiss you again
only this time i kiss you
as if i may never breathe again....

a Poem I wrote for a friend to give his wife....

So I have finally found someone i really really honistly love with all my heart... I gota admit i never thought i'd feel this way about anyone...And yes i tend to get scared of how i feel about them at times. but i keep smiling everytime i'm around them. I've never felt so beautiful or special in all my life... Though I originally wrote this poem for a friend of mine to give to his soon to be wife... Just MAYBE one day.... I can give "That Special Someone" this poem to later down the road.When we've come to this point in our lives. but until that day im sharing this poem i've writen for my friend to give to his soon to be wife...



if i could have just one wish
I would wish that i could spend each day of my life with you
for without you i am week
you make me strong
without you i can not find a reason to smile
for i have tears in my eyes when you distance yourself from me
or are having a bad day
I cant stand seeing you upset or hurt
your not alone
i cry with you
when you laugh i laugh with you
when you smile i smile too
each night before i sleep
i ask the great spirit to watch over you
for i know we are what seems like a world apart
but i know we will make it through
we will see each other face to face
and ether be laughing with giant smiles on our faces
or be shedding tears of joy in our eyes
ether way all of this will be worth it in the end
just belive
I love you more and more each day
flaws and all
you are still beautiful to me
smart as can be
and you have a heart of gold you ware on your sleeve like i do
thats why i know in my heart we were ment to be
for we wont do anything to hurt each other
we will be each others knight
protect each other when the other feels week
take care of each other when the other is ill
be there for each other for each living day
and be suporitve of each others dreams
remember we are a team you and i
i will always be there for you whether were neer or far
no need to worry
I love you
nobody will ever take my heart away from you
as nobody diserves to be treated like a queen more than you
I am giving you this ring
as a promise to you
whether were neer or far i will always be there for you
i will be your friend tell the end of time
help you achive the dreams that seem impossible for you to achive
as i know you will always do the same for me...
this is my promiss to you
i shall love
honer
cheerish
each and every day i have being in your life
you've taught me so much in the little time i have known you
you've opened my mind
my heart
my spirit
i would have never been so sencitive to things
or be as strong as i am if it wernt for you.
you might say you've just been there for me
you've done more than that
you've shed a light into me that i thought was long forgotin
this is why your the only one wothy of my heart
I love you
but it goes far beyond this poem or what these simple words can say
just dont break this heart of mine
I would be lost without you.....
I love you far more than these simple words can say
you are my everything........
when u see me face to face you will see it my eyes
and the soul will speak to you when my words alone wont come through
thats just our secret
you will see even through my eyes
just how much i love you
until i see you again
I say goodnight
Ti Amo!

11-4-08 a day I shall always remember....The Beginning of a New America..

Today my friends I have witnessed a miracle in itself. Today I have seen a country that was falling apart make a decision that would change America’s outcome for the next 4 years... today Obama became America’s next president. Not only that, he got just as many electoral votes as Johnson did in the 60's . I have to say for my generation Obama has made history. Not just for the fact that this is the first black president ever in the U.S.A. But for my generation at least he is the JFK & Martin Luther King of our area...to all the young voters out there that never saw JFK or Martin Luther King but in history books. Now our children, our grandchildren will see a new history in the making when they look at what our generation has seen. I have to admit I have seen some amazing things in my life. but I gota say out of all the presidents I’ve seen in my life carter, Regan, Bush Sr., Clinton, Bush W. even... I believe these next 4 years will be not only be history in the making . But slowly become what America is meant to be... United States of America.. Maya Angelou once wrote a poem ( which is also in my blog) " These states are not yet united." Well, I think the time will come where this Untidiness will finally arise. Granted there will always be the racists who didn't vote for him because he wasn’t white, or the people who didn't think he could make it, or the people that just didn’t care to listen to someone who was different even. But I hope within the next four years these nave people see. Not only did he achieve what they never thought was possible. But prove to them that he can unite this country and really turn this country back around to the great country the world once saw us as... To most countries though the U.S.A will always be the power leader.. but do to our last president I think we've had allot of these countries question what our country is about....I know of a few people who didn't want to come into this country because they wanted to see who would be president next.. They were scared to come here only to be apart of broken country. I myself was ready to give up everything I had if McCain had honestly won. As I honestly don't think that man would have helped this country at all . I was ready to ship off to another country. But now I’m happy to say I think this country will be United once and for all..... The next 4 years will be simply be the beginning of a New United States of America...... So now we can only wait and see. What the new America will be.

i was venting when i wrote this... this is old..

Shedding tears from sadness
tears from pain
though i apear happy
in the inside i am sad
i would love to say i'm smileing
but for the moment i'm just to mad
i lay hear on the ground shedding out my tears
breaking limbs from trees from anger
i've burryed in my soul for so many years
but now is time to cry and shed all these tears
that have been burried withen me for so long
i'm tierd of the games
i'm tierd of the lies
its time to take care of myself
and learn to spread my wings and fly
perhaps one day
i will have people all around me
who will love me for who i really am
and not need to spare my feelings
and just simply be real
as i am with them
but for now this tree is now broken
i've planted the seeds
and its time to rebegin
I'm simply starting over again.....
With My Friends Me , Myself & I
Can u prove to be worthy of them?

What Is Love??

what is love? it is not what the other can do for you or what u can do for them... love is being able to love someone unconditionaly and accept the fact whether they would rather be your friend or your partner in this so called world and loving them unconditionaly ether or way....
i personaly would rather die knowing i had loved my best friend for life respecting they never wanted a intimate moment with me than to never loved at all....
to me that is the ability to love completely with no shame...

Not for Those who aren't Into BDSM LOL You've been warned

Life As A Slave.....My Story....* Fantasy*


Hello My name Is Jewel I Live Inside My Night Club The Crows Nest In New Mexico.... My Mistress Jade and i have lived together now for over 7 years. We run the crows nest together . The crows nest is a small underground club where people like us can mingle with others who love bondage and the BDSM lifestyle.... Jade and I are both bisexual woman who are committed to each other but bring in other partners into our household now and again for sheer entertainment.... I am a slave to Mistress Jade but now and again when we bring men into our home and we both play the dom. role for sheer reason i refuse to be a slave or servant to any man . Though here are a few exeptions to that. But i'll explain that much later. Jade and i work as a team when men come into play. However woman just make me week to my knees and i need a strong woman preferably dominate because i don't mind being told what to do by a woman . in fact i love it . it gives me direction now and again and sometimes i need that... Now your probably asking why we live in our club... well truth is we live above it... on the outside you just see what appears to be your typical 2 story New Mexico home.... below it is where we created space underneath you'd think there was nothing there but a dirt road... but look very carefully to the back of the building... Do You see the skeleton over to the right? He has a sign in his hands saying enter at your own risk with an arrow pointing to what looks like a old pipe stair handle...go over to it and look below whare the stone walls are & u will find a doorway that leads to the club.... its a trick of the eye really.... but if you know the area well that's the entry way to the crows nest..... now let us begin the journey and i will introduce you to my home.....


Its a thurday night and at the crows nest tonight there is alot of activity tonight.... Tonight my mistress assigned me to be in the cage which i dont mind. It's one of my favorit spots in the club to be... course there will be nights i may be sitting there for hours before anyone has the balls to come into the cage with me. as my mistress is very picky about who comes into the cage when i'm in there. For good reason mind you. she doesnt like people doing things to me she didnt give them permision to do in the first place. so whoever comes into the cage must know the rules well and follow them or there is a big price to pay.... like loosing out on club privlidges maybe? ah its more than that but let us go on.... this cage is so sexy.... it was built by some friends of ours back in the day when she and i had just met...the cage is maybe as large as a king size bed and about 7'5 feet tall... not very big to some to big for others maybe.... but this cage was perfict... it had bars u could sit on, chains and velvet rope all around it.... chains heavy enough whare someone could easyily tie your hands and feet and pull u to the top of the cage if they wanted too.... or just tie your hands to the posts and chain your feet to the ground... to some this may be horifying... but to me it was awsome...... now that cage is in our club mind you.... and i have been sent to it tonight... this man who has come into the cage tonight knows my mistress and i well. His name is Silverwolf. one of the natives down here in New Mexico... He knows the rules and knows what the punishments are if my mistress finds out hes not followed them. as i've seen him get brutaly beeten for not listioning to her before.... he's got a scar on his back from when he was hit to hard one day by misstress jade... she didnt feel sorry for him though. but he was in pain for days after that.... So he knows not to misbehave now that she and i are the owners of the nest... Tonight i notice he's brought in some rope....some very fine silk rope.. at first glance you'd think it was the type of rope sailors use to dock there boats.... but this is a very fine white silk rope strong enough to do whatever he desires.... but i know his routine all to well... he has me stare him right in the eye and he leans over and kisses me i put my hands together and hand them out for him to tie my wrists together and then he ties me up to the bar handle and runs his fingers all over me.... rubs my skin with baby oil and uses just his hands..... he runs them all over me and gets on his kness like hes worshiping the ground i'm on.there are tears in his eyes .you can tell he wants to do more to me than just rub lotion on me and tie me up. But u see he's very much afraid..don't get me wrong when he and i are intimate with each other its a rather deep sensual kinda sex. But it drives him crazy knowing he cant nearly drive me as crazy as my mistress can.. The way she touches me sends shivers through me... i can orgasim just with her biteing me alone.... i dont know what it is.... but it makes silverwolf very jelous.... so he trys his very best to drive me crazy.... for the moment silver is just massaging me which is nice.... But It looks like hes in trouble again.. Jade is coming over to the cage now . silver trembles and leans back against the wall... Silver how many times do i have to tell u this girl doesnt want you.... She belongs to me.... Stand back & step aside and let me show you what this girl realy needs..........
To Be Continued......